Trying to float while being weighed down by mental illness.
Wednesday, August 2, 2017
I feel so weak. I get so tired. When I'm emotionally tired my muscles just seem sore. Does this ever happen? I seem to get physically weaker when overwhelmed. It's like my muscles turn to jello before I even move. I wake up and everything is sore. I'm pinned to my bed. My body turns to mush and I sink into my mattress and don't have the strength to get out. My sheets turn to bricks too heavy to lift off of me. Even my facial muscles hurt. Smiling takes effort. Crying is even harder.