Trying to float while being weighed down by mental illness.
Friday, August 4, 2017
I've fallen into this cycle where I never sleep properly. Everytime I sleep I have nightmares so I never get a restful sleep. Then because I'm so tired from not having slept well, I sleep more. I'm tired. I'm tired of being tired. I'm scared. And I'm tired of being scared. School's out for the rest of the summer, so I have time to have fun. But all I do is get lost in nightmares. Is fun even possible when everything around you reminds you of your trauma?