Friday, December 9, 2016

Exhaustion

I'm so tired. I've been sleeping countless hours every night, popping caffeine pills, drinking gallons of coffee and tea. Not only that, but I'm ridiculously irritable while I'm awake.

My psychiatrist upped my anti depressants in case this is a symptom of my depression. But it doesn't feel like it. I've never really had symptoms like these due to my depression.

I'm going to be sent to a sleep lab if this continuous into the new year. It definitely feels like there's something physically wrong with me.

I'm really frustrated that my symptoms are being pushed aside because of my depression. It's as if they don't think I can be physically sick, they can just push my symptoms aside and blame it on my depression.

I just wish there was a better short term solution. I have exams coming up in five days. I don't have time to be sleeping forever. I need to study. I feel completely worn out. I only have to make it through 8 more days though. I can do this.

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  1. Hey, you! I am borderline too! I am from Brazil, and I suffer a lot with my disease. I've lost so many things... Sometimes it gets harder to afford this! Please, visit me... I would be glad for making new friends on the web, who understand my pain and my disability to deal with people and relationships!

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