I failed my first midterm on Thursday. I haven't gotten my score back yet, but I didn't answer enough questions properly to pass.
I was devastated. I spent Thursday evening binging and purging, and then sobbing into my boyfriend's shoulder.
I wanted to drop the course. I wanted to drop everything and get a 9-5 job that doesn't require a university degree. But that's not what I really want.
I really want to get an A in this class. And with the option of a 100% final, I can still achieve this. I can't spend my time sulking - I need to start studying seriously. I'm in control of how my future pans out and I'm going to make sure it pans out the way I want it to.