Monday, August 22, 2016

My bulimia ruined..

Yesterday I went to a fair that had a bunch of rides. I paid $50 to go so I was set on getting my money's worth - I was going to do a bunch of rides and stay late to see the concert.

On about the 10th ride I got sick. Not just nauseous feeling - I threw up on the ride. It was the most embarrassing thing that has happened to me in a while. I don't know if I recently developed motion sickness, or if my body just isn't able to digest almonds in 30 minutes anymore. I was having heartburn but I didn't think it would get this bad.

I took a bus home and puked again on the bus (on some people as well so that's really unfortunate for them). I took a cab the rest of the way home.

It's totally possible that my bulimia is completely unrelated to this.. but I can't help but blame myself for this event.

I also feel like I wasted fifty dollars and money is quite tight right now (it would help if I didn't spend money I didn't have on binge food...)

Hope you're all having an okay monday

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