Monday, July 4, 2016

Sometimes I wonder

Sometimes I wonder
How many times I can sit
Here in front of my laptop
Writing to you all
With nothing but  cup of black
Coffee sitting beside me

Sometimes I wonder
How many sleepless nights
It will take for me to accept
That the pain in my back
Worsens when I
Don't eat properly

Sometimes I wonder
How many times I can tell
Myself that the reason I'm
Not buying myself food
Is because I'm broke and not
Because of ED

Sometimes I wonder
How many times I need
To decide to recover
Before I can free myself
From relapse
And fall backs


1 comment:

  1. Beautiful <3 I love your writing. Thank you for sharing :)

    xx

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