Thursday, June 23, 2016

Day 3 failure


I ate three cupcakes. Not as a binge, I had one at 10, one at noon and one at 2. It's 2:15. I want to purge I want to purge I want to purge. 

Update: It's 2:30. I purged. 

Obviously only the last cupcake came out.

I hate myself. Now I just want to b/p my night away. I'm thinking Ben and Jerrys and pastries with peanut butter. 

I know I should just try again, but I feel like I've ruined the day. And once I ruined the day, there's no point in trying anymore. I'll try again tomorrow. 

2 comments:

  1. You can always keep trying. Getting back on the horse and whatnot. Don't give up. <3

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    1. Thank you, I really appreciate it

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