I ate three cupcakes. Not as a binge, I had one at 10, one at noon and one at 2. It's 2:15. I want to purge I want to purge I want to purge.
Update: It's 2:30. I purged.
Obviously only the last cupcake came out.
I hate myself. Now I just want to b/p my night away. I'm thinking Ben and Jerrys and pastries with peanut butter.
I know I should just try again, but I feel like I've ruined the day. And once I ruined the day, there's no point in trying anymore. I'll try again tomorrow.