I guess the idea is that I can 'purge' my emotions while writing, without slowly killing myself.
It makes sense but the idea seems strange.
The thought of not purging while emotional is so strange to me.
I had a difficult snack today - a muffin and a frappuccino, and I know I can't purge it.
I know I need the energy.
I was hoping that this snack would wake me up a little, but all I want to do is sleep, which doesn't help with the guilty feelings.
I found a quote while scrolling through twitter that I wanted to share, and I think it's relevant right now.
I treated myself to this fancy 8$ snack, as my roommate and I spontaneously wanted to go out and show off our newly died hair.
Today, those extra pounds were my spontaneity, my ability to have fun, to go out with friends, to laugh. And it's worth it.
I'm back to auburn hair, as you can see in this picture. Obviously going to starbucks was the right choice, I had to show off my new hair! I feel more like myself with brighter hair. And a bright auburn or burgundy is my go to color - it's not too drastic, especially when going to job interviews, but still brings out my personality.
Hope you're all having a lovely Friday, and a nice day off for all of you who get a holiday,