I got triggered today and now here I am binging on sugar free candy hoping that the fake sugar empties me out. I quit laxatives but this isn't the same, right? I really want to binge and purge but I don't have the money. I'll just be more of a mess if I allow myself to do that, as I'll be mad at myself for wasting money.
Sleeping pills and off to sleep it is. With a hell of a lot of undone work that needed to be done this weekend.
I hate this time of year.