Friday, December 11, 2015

Mood swings

Today started off
Very very well
I woke up and got dressed
And drank a nice latte.

I went down to school
And wrote my exam
Which I completely aced.

I was on a high
Of success and caffeine
And went to see my
Boyfriend to celebrate.

But then things took a turn
I knew I had to eat
But boy did I not want to.

I forced down lunch,
And a snack and dinner
And tried to study
For my next exam.

But the thoughts took over
Fat stupid ugly worthless
Fat stupid ugly worthless

And now I'm lying
Down in bed
Crying to myself.

Because even when
Things are great
A day is still incredibly
Hard to survive.

-Niqi
xoxo

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