Monday, September 7, 2015

Balancing

I made a plan
The problem is
Making the plan
Is the easy part
Following it
Is a lot harder.

It's easy to say
That I'll eat dinner
And two snacks
Every single day.

All I want to do
Is binge and purge
And binge and purge
Drop out of everything
And let myself die.

The problem is
I promised to stay alive
Until I'm thirty
And if I'm going to be alive
I'm going to do it
The best way possible.

That means school
Which requires
Some amount
Of brain power.

So I have to find
A balance between
Sickness and health
Because I need my
Self destruction
To stay alive.

-Niqi
xoxo

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