I've been binging my life away. I wish I could say I was being dramatic. But it's true. The purging is taking a toll on my body, I'm in constant stomach pain, dehydrated, and my reflux is ridiculous. Not only can I see my life expectancy dropping, my weight is going up. And up. And up. I'm at my newest high weight. I'm so disgusted with myself that I just keep on eating, and eating, and eating. And my suicidal ideations are getting stronger, and stronger, and stronger.
I'm waiting for my breadsticks and funnel cake to be delivered. I'm just hoping that tomorrow is better..