Wednesday, July 29, 2015

Going too far

It's easy to push yourself
Past your limit
To extremes
You won't remember

I made this mistake
A few nights ago
I got to my limit
And just kept on going.

I was binging and binging
Then purging and purging
Until everything was out
And then fell to the floor

I've never collapsed
After purging before
So I got very scared
And binge/purged some more

I fell once again
So I called all my friends
And my boyfriend came by
And called me a cab

I went to the hospital
To get checked out
Turns out I'm okay
But it was quite a fright

I'm balancing on
Quite a narrow beam
And I'm absolutely terrified
Of falling again.

-Niqi
xoxo

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