I just came back from the eating disorder clinic.
They turned me down. Again.
Honestly, I was expecting it. I still self harm, and my borderline personality disorder does make it almost impossible for me to recover from my eating disorder.
Either way though, rejection sucks.
Then they called me back, and said they wanted me to do an IOP program for borderline. It's not quite day hospital, but almost.
I haven't been in the ER since February. I go to my appointments. I'm voluntarily in therapy. I've been reducing my self harm. I have two fantastic jobs, summer school, friends and gymnastics. I can live my day to day life just fine.
I'm not that sick.
Stop telling me I am.