I want to be able to wake up in the morning, eat a banana and go for a run on the beach. I want to then workout in the sun and lift heavy things before going home and eating a big bowl of oats and raspberries because I want to fuel my body.
I want to have vegetable sushi, or a wrap filled with avocado for lunch and then sip a frappuccino as I go for a walk during my lunch break.
I want to have the energy to go out and have a few drinks at the end of a long work day, and dance the night away.
I want to enjoy a buttery popcorn while I watch romcoms while cuddling my cat.
I find myself working out while feeling faint because I didn't properly feed myself, and never getting
I find myself having soup or oatmeal for lunch while curled up in blankets because I'm always cold.
I find myself passing out at parties after one shot, which I needed to feel comfortable in that situation.
I find myself convincing myself that popcorn tastes just as good without the butter after I hold a plank while watching a movie.
Something's got to give.